If you'd like to read some of my fiction for free, and in a place that you can also follow me for updates, navigate to any of the four links above to do so. Otherwise, you can read what I have on offer--whole stories and teaser chapters--for free below.
Almost all of my stories are within alternate universes centering around two main characters: Ila and her father Idris. Ila is mine, Idris belongs to my husband Diallo. These specific characters are always father/daughter, and they will always have a happy ending. Despite the drama I put these characters through, their relationship is not abusive, manipulative, or unhealthy--it's just unconventional, complicated, and full of context.
Yes, even the porn has context. ^__^
ON HER KNEES
Idris is controlled and calculated. He can wait as long as he must until an inevitable payoff, teasing out the need in his daughter until she's ready to snap with it. Ila is... Desperate. To tease, to please, to make her father come undone at the slightest provocation. He is the definition of stoicism--until he isn't. And even when she finally unravels him as much as he undoes her, he's the one in control.
Word count: 3,120
When he wraps her with his ropes, when he cradles her so tenderly with such a physical extension of his will, Ila can't help but submit wholly to whatever her father Idris wants of her. Even if it means she has to beg for it--especially if it means she has to beg for it.
Word count: 2,664
DANCE OF VEILS
A night of normalcy was all Ila wanted. A night where her familiarity to her husband was not a constant weight hanging heavy above her. And so, that's what Idris wanted to gift her. Living out that dangerous fantasy presents itself as an invitation to a masquerade ball, and Ila slips her father her plus-one invite under two conditions.
Word count: 18,640
SHORT STORY SAMPLES
Between Ila and Idris, there is no hiding their intimacy--familial or romantic. And shibari is often a charged, erotic intimacy between a Master and his submissive. To trust someone so wholly, to trust while trapped in bondage, helpless and vulnerable, is a gift not so freely given. When Idris comes to Ila with his proposal, she is reluctant to give him that gift--reluctant to show others the depth of their bond.
Word count: 14,208
HUMBLED BEFORE HIM
Ila can't risk touching him in public. She can barely look at him for fear of forgetting their roles. Even the potential of their relationship's discovery sends her nerves into a sparking haywire. Their frayed edges finally snap during a day of running errands, and she finds herself craving an intense, subjugated intimacy from the only man she's ever truly loved: her father Idris.
Word count: 9,150
The novels listed below are currently being written and are not yet available in their fully finished forms. Each story will be a full length novel, contain an illustrated front cover, and five illustrations both erotic and not. They will be available to purchase in ebook format, and I might explore the possibility of paperback copies in the future if there is enough interest.
A woman discovers a book and becomes haunted by more than memory in her late grandfather's attic. The moment she caresses it's lividity-stained pages, she wakes a connection that has with her since she took her first breath.
She summons a man who is half-real. She summons a monster whose claws hooked into her heart the instant it began to beat. She summons a corpse-beast that makes her so desperate, so full of a horrible, aching fever that it unravels her from her very bones. An immolation begun that cannot be stopped, that will not be contained.
Ila thought she was abandoned in childhood--but she discovers through the loss of her last living relative and a tangle of deceit that she was stolen. Ila thought she was untouchable when her first kiss and every encounter thereafter ended in catastrophe--but she discovers through surreal, sexual nightmares that she was always meant to be beloved.
Idris cannot take Ila where she belongs. He can only guide her to the pieces of the puzzle that lead to him. Guide her in the wake of a sickness begun the moment he gives in to a man's selfishness. Guide her, and hope that in discovering a beast as her very origin in the universe, that she will choose him. That, despite death as the cost of her hidden life, she will choose to come home. It can only ever be her choice to let the fire consume her.
BLACK STAG - WHITE DOE
An Arabic, symphonic metal band called Daughters of Iblis vanished without a trace over twenty years ago.
Ila comes home from her third year in an out-of-state college after a car accident that nearly ended her life. Idris, ever her doting father, welcomes her home and encourages her to enroll in a local college. Both to continue her studies and so he can keep a watchful eye on her, since she did not walk away from the accident unscathed.
Idris begins to work long evening hours at his accounting firm soon after Ila comes home, despite being weeks away from a late retirement. At the same time, Daughters of Iblis makes a sudden, explosive comeback with its seven-foot-five, masked, anonymous southpaw violinist and front man, The Black Stag. As Ila grows closer with a musician named Ahmed, tensions with her father rise at home over what kind of designs he has on her.
Idris can see right through his punk bullshit; Ila is too clouded by affection and a desire to live in the wake of her car accident to do the same. At their apex, a strange turn of events leads Ila to the backstage of a Daughters of Iblis show. Right into the arms and heart of the mysterious, mythical, eerily familiar Black Stag...